Long story short, my sister, mother and aunt on my father's side ( I know weird huh) all have APS. I finally had my testing done on Friday (I'm in the US and I had to order my own labs and pay for them due to lack of insurance). I'm waiting the results. I'm scared of them being negative and me just being crazy. I had 5 succesful pregnancies ( the last two had major subchorionic hematomas, then had two still births back to back at 5 months along. I had a er dr tell me I needed to be checked for APS but my Dr wouldn't test me. I on my own took a 81 mg aspirin day and night while pregnant with my daughter and she was carried full term. I got pregnant after that and did not take my aspirin (I was convinced I was ok) I lost that one at 13 weeks. All of my losses were healthy babies just the placenta clotted off. I have lots of neuro symptoms, gastrointestinal, insomnia, nerve pain, headaches etc etc. My Mother is a hypochondriac and I've spent my life terrified that I will be like her. I really hope my tests show something is wrong otherwise I just feel defeated and crazy. So I am hanging out with people who will not think I'm crazy till these stupid results come in. I'm scared to see them. What if they are negative, what if they are positive... either way is blah! Thanks sorry if I'm rambling.
Waiting impatiently in the US