Hi all,
I'm writing to hopefully provide some sort of hope. I'm a grad student and a professor at a university and this past October I was experiencing heart palpitations while teaching my class to the point where I became lightheaded. A week after my first episode of tachycardia, I was taken to the emergency room. I canceled class and informed my colleagues of the severity of the situation. In the EP lab, the doctors did an electrophysiology study the next day followed by a cardiac ablation, after they found an AVNRT, they ablated it... all while I was awake on the operating table.
Now, I don't know if my anxiety after the procedure was caused by thinking that the tachycardia could come back or if it stemmed from this being a medical trauma. All I know is that there was a lot of it. Every time I left the house, I was nervous. I was anxious in the supermarket, in the class that I taught, in the classes that I was a student in, etc. Even though it was hard, I pushed forward, and I'm going to tell you a few things that I have learned:
1. You must keep pushing forward. I know that it is hard to jump back into things after a heart procedure, but instead of thinking that you are dying (like I did, at first) look at it as a new chance to live a better life.
2. Take time for you. Do yoga, practice mindfulness, meditate, go to therapy (if need be). You did not have a cold. Your body, mind, and spirit need time to heal.
3. If you are able to, and if your body agrees with it, see an acupuncturist. This has been a big part of my personal healing process.
4. CBD oil works wonders. It stops some of the physical symptoms of anxiety, and allows you to reason with the anxious thoughts running through your mind.
5. Think positive. If you keep “what if-ing,” you will spiral into panic, and no one who is in a state of recovery needs to be their own worst enemy.
6. MAGNESIUM. Make sure that you are getting the right dosage of magnesium, and it should help keep your heart rate under control.
I’m still recovering from the anxiety that I am experiencing, but I’m in a much better place now than I was in almost three months ago. I hope at least one person finds this helpful.
Wishing you a happy and healthy recovery.
Best,
Prof. K