hi its nut job again

[Dogsabighelp]

thank god for you people....had good chat with my freind nan earlier,she knows whats what.i will of course make myself R.P.R and will accept an advocate.my issues of course are many the most serious involving the care centre director.whats the chances?the dols acessor heard what i said,she advised me to co...ntact with my issues,she said she would put in her report there were problems but wouldnt mention exactly what they were.i have major fear of losing control of myself.i am very angry feel guilty like im at fault?i know it sounds crazy/irrational.no clothes?well you didnt bring enough in for us to lose so there it is naked..and we will make him cold also its fine.a centre director knocking around chit chatting organising fish chip days?bringing residents that cant actually eat?and the same speaking to me on phone in the most graphic details of my son/not sons serious issues with "private parts".this was is enough.i read back i wouldnt beleive it either!am i enid blyton?why would i ever not speak my truth?why does it have to be me?im soo tired.they say god only gives you what you can handle.they didnt say which god?im going to take a punt and go for odin of vikings and the hindu god brahma he has a lot of hands i think a most clever decision under current circumstances...humour has to prevail,sean would get this i grew extra brain i could be a god?who knew...

[New_beginning]

I like your thinking, but please please look after yourself, we never put ourself on list when the s^^ get tough and your right were not built for this, its unnatural If there are health issues you are ignoring (not saying you are) write it down and action, and D this is important you cant be driving on empty tank, then finding yourself being rescued . Who will do what your aiming to achieve if you were to become rescued due to ignoring the signs who be helping your son with this situation.

You do what you need to do though with son , but please look after yourself xx