What do you want

[Pat-rick1]

What do I want?that’s what someone asked me the other day. I have no f***ing idea

[StrawberryCream]

This is me too ........ I feel like i'm fluttering around life with little real purpose other than parenting my son and don't seem to be able to do that so well now. Can't get started on anything because I don't know what I want, how to do it, where I fit ...... Decision making and the actually getting started seem to be massive hurdles that are hard to overcome and are the starting blocks to everything... so little actually happens now in my life.

[Hidden in reply to StrawberryCream]

Parenting your son is a huge life purpose...you're doing well. Maybe other things will come up that bring purpose and meaning too but this is a very significant one right now.x

[boxergirl777]

Dam i know where your coming from.....but don't think there's an answer my friend....

just to keep trying....we're not dead yet eh :))

[Pat-rick1]

This is it I have tried going back to work 6 times, I’m not finished looking and will get some thing .

This is what I think I’m missing , s job . Well that’s what I think.

And in return I get what I want.

Is this what I want a job.

Where I get a little less than I would working.so I’m not beating my self up to much. And back to what I want?