So it's been 9 weeks since SAH, I went for Mother's Day lunch with all my family. I ended up an emotional wreck and that started before I left the house! So whilst waiting for our lunch I had a glass of wine and lemonade to help me calm down and sipped it calmly for two hours and then was sorry I had had it incase I had caused any damage to my post op brain. Shattered then and home to bed by teatime. I don't even drink wine!! So confused and very tearful.