I know I need to leave...

[LukeB]

But that means planning!or does it😉😊🤔...does anyone else suffer from endless thinking!? Exploring every option then eventually deciding on nothing but 'watching' the process start again and again!?☹️

Where is good to live? What is worth doing? What's the future? AH! Crazy thought! I had a good time yesterday evening/night and they punished me for it when I got back😞Can't let them get me down but to get up (and out of this down) I'm gona need a hell of a turnaround!

(Here comes the rhyme!...

because it's time I had my time.

It's time I felt fine

And had a home where I can drink wine

It's time I had a wife

But man that's strife!

It's time I sung my own tune

Instead of trudging their gloom

It's time I got something to eat

And let you good people study my beat😆

[RecoveringH]

Hi Luke,

This may have the answers :

headway.org.uk/media/2801/e...

Headway sheet on executive function

[LukeB in reply to RecoveringH]

Thank you. I also just read about a book called age of absurdity!😊I am not allowed to paste links in but there is a great review in amazon😊

[RecoveringH in reply to LukeB]

Happiness is one thing, the ability to control thought process is another?

[LukeB in reply to RecoveringH]

Sure but linked no?

Time to bed down now. Sweet dreams X nite

[LukeB in reply to RecoveringH]

I read that thank you. I'm not sure what area was damaged! I should get that checked out and get some real rehabilitation. Things are very difficult living with my parents and frustrating and saddening with a Chinese gf!😞

Thank you for your support

[Hidden]

Hello Luke

I like your poem, made me smile.

More recently, I go through moments or days of thinking a lot.

My disrupted cognitive executive function after my accident has meant that I've need to find ways to reorganise information and train my brain.

Interestingly, I discovered that writing poetry has been a good daily outlet to express myself and make sense of things.

Whilst overthinking and going too far down routes that aren't helpful can be exhausting, I found that by asking more of the right questions to the right people, it has allowed me to discover new ways to help myself to heal and put me in a position where I can do more of the things I like.

It's definitely a trial and error process for me but one in which I never stop learning.

Take care,

May

[LukeB in reply to Hidden]

Thank you May,

Yes poetry has come into my life😊

I'm also looking about psychology articles for my parents which helps.

I had a really nice time today with someone I know and showed me the that there are people in England that care, not many and they need to be found, but that really helped me.

I think I'm getting ready to move on to pastures nee😊

If I don't let my mums mood bog me down I can be my own person, with my own life and do good in this world and feel good😊I should probably leave soon before this feeling changes OR maybe more importantly learn to craft, care for and create good feeling by doing more things that make me feel good❤️A combination of both is good.

I want to write a poem for someone that made me feel good now. Thank you for sparking that inspiration❤️Ciao for now 🌉🌃🌌🌠