Hello anyone else still awake/cant sleep - Jules here.
Writing in my private diary, that's what its like when I talk to my friends here.
Dear diary, today I saw a photograph of my face, it was taken by my husband for my blue badge renewal. I don't let people take my photo normally and don't use mirrors.
The photo was emailed to me so my computer could print it out for the blue badge.
I had forgotten how it felt the last time I looked at my face. I don't know who this person is. I edited it and superimposed an old ladies wig onto the photograph picture an printed it out on A4 and pinned it to the living room wall (so I can see if I will recognise anything or think the hair is wrong/right.
I don't recognise her, its the scariest thing that happens to me since the head injury. The first time I think I was shocked, now I just bump down to earth, having been reminded my brain is wrong still.
It doesn't matter if everyone is asleep and not on the forum to read this, I just needed to write it down.