Hello again everybody
Is anybody else out there feeling the same as me today ? Would make me feel better if it weren't just me.
I am sitting here with ear plugs in because I am struggling to smile at my husband at the correct points when he tries to be nice.
I feel so false - one part wants to run, another wants to tear down walls, at the same time I have a huge desire to create something, something through painting or drawing.
I am getting glimpses of my reflection in the computer screen as I type this and I don't recognise the ugly woman looking back. My hair is falling out and the face looks old and sour.
I keep getting a second wind and trying to get back onto the road to who I was before the accident, but I am so down at the moment I am struggling these days to understand what the point is when there is nothing left and the new I have I don't recognise or like.
I know that there will be plenty of people out there that are further down the road than me after a head injury, mine was 5 years ago. What is the next stage to what is happening to my brain ? Any advice would go a long way to soothe at the moment.