Well today was a tough day as I went with my wife to see my mum and dad to chat about some stuff relating to Abi and AA recovery and feelings and just to reassure them that they were OK and so were we.
I received a horrible judgemental letter from my sister who I haven't spoke to for 8 months telling me what she thought about my Abi and my AA recovery and it was an awful letter, the surest sign that she hasn't got a clue about any of it is that she sent the letter in the first place.
I wanted to talk to my mum and dad but my mum warned me that dad wasn't feeling to well and his bp was really high so wasn't a good time to stress him out. He came in and we didn't really talk much I found it pretty stressful as I was in character for a good chat abut educating him in AA and abi but not to be. They chatted about my sister who I really don't care about nor her kids or family just not interested at all. Same really with my mum and dad seems my caring and loving side for that part of my family has died. I see my family as my wife and my kids and they are not part of it at all.
I just don't care about them anymore it's a real struggle because I didn't used to feel like this. I don't care about my cousins or there family or my imitate family as said my sister or her kids I'm just not interested.
Has anyone else had this symptom from a frontal lobe bleed? If so please help.
Why am I feeling like this why don't I care about them?
Why am I just not interested and I have shut the door on them?
For me it's so much easer to detach from them and carry on but maybe it's not so easy for them. I'm sure it's not.