I'm 8 and a half years post head injury now. (23yo-31!)
Things are still bad at home for me☹️
My mothers attitude towards me is pretty bad and has been for a long time and especially worse since brain injury!☹️The only time she is nice is if I have a job (which is something I really struggle with, especially since head injury).
I've just returned from China where I went to to escape her, and my fathers, wrath for the last 1.5years! The same happened after my first year in China! Before that I worked quite quickly after head injury then quit, travelled, did part time work, didn't like it, quit, travelled, then started my time in China!
I'm struggling to decide on something (a job or way of getting money) that will give me enough to sustain life, deciding where to live and finding a sense of calm while at home!
The sense of shaking internally and feeling bad seems to be worse in the morning and I've heard these kind of problems are worse in the morning (my Nan has dementia and my mum has been dealing with her for the last four years or so. She might have dementia herself. She's displaying some symptoms!)
So I'm really struggling to decide on something and to feel good at home whilst doing it! Maybe I should just take myself off like I've done so many times before because I can't bear the tension/awkwardness/fear and anger anymore!😞😭🤕
Some warm words and thoughts would be appreciated❤️