Hi my name is Clare and my life seems to be in a state of random confusion. I was very ill with encephalitis in April of this year. I thankfully have made a good recovery but am left with what I can only describe as random holes in my life. I am unable to repair those holes and it is leaving me feeling very frustrated. Common sense tells me that in time I may recover and comeback to being closer to the person I once was, but very often I get extremely frustrated, angry and cry so much it can be embarrassing. It took me ages to set up my application to this sight hence my site name of CH56Twin which makes no sense. This is something prior to my illness I would have breezed through. I am looking forward to talking with people who understand that the subtle problems do matter and it is all about giving credence to the importance of this to the individual. I am one of the lucky ones, I know that, but there are days when I don't feel that lucky and it is very uncomfortable having once been a very confident person to feel so scared much of the time.
It is definitely a tonic to find this site. Thank you. Clare