Hi, I've deliberated about writing this but here goes.
What a shxt day, not a good or even marginally bad, it feels shxt.
I'm sorry for sharing but I just have to unburden it, we can only go on for so long can't we?.
I thought I've been doing so well, then it up and smacks you big time, the reminder that my brain no longer functions as it used to, and I feel that makes me a lesser person, that it's all my fault, when of course it isn't.
Trying to help my son with his first major job application, he's just finished uni, after 3 very difficult years he's done it and gained a 2:1 what an achievement because we only just got the diagnosis through in April that he is on the autistic spectrum. He's 21 now and it's been missed all through school it's only uni and the fact that now I've got a brain injury so knew there was something amiss, that we've found out.
So I'm trying to make sense of the Gov.uk website so I can guide him through it, his sister is also trying to help via face time, she's in Germany, and ima bit slow and getting frustrated.
Throw hubby into the mix trying to work from home on a conference call and I'm so stressed by it I burst into tears.
Welcome to brain injury land.
I'd just like to be cut a little slack at times, if the family doesn't remember what I'm dealing with, there's no hope is there?
We will get there once this first job application is done, I'll relax. Course there's no guarantee he'll get it, then we have to cope with the fall out from that!!!
It's never ending is it?
So, sorry all. Got to get back to that application.