Well the rain finally stopped and with a little encouragement from my wife decided to go for a walk and call in and see my daughter.
The sun was out and was geelling soooooo good. Was talking to a friend of my daughter when I thought I was given a compliment.
"You can hardly tell you had a brain injury " he said.
I felt rather good at first. I have never denied what happened to me but U must admit I try and cover it and be normal( whatever that mens). I do this so I can manage the world and not for anyone elses benefit.
I then spent the next hour trying to explain the problems I encounter.
I soon realised I was having to justify my condition.
The positivity I was feeling soon melted away as once again I was having to prove my illness.
Well the walk was cut short and the fresh air has done little for my gloomy mood.
Why do we have to do this all the time. I am proud of my recovery so why do I feel like a fraud for managing to have a good day.
Sorry for the downbeat post.....roll on tommorrow....lets see what it brings.