I can't take it no more:
Mum and dad scared of what I'll do next
My anger and hatred
My short fuse
Not being able to trust myself
Not being able to remember the basic things
I've had enough, it's all piled up on me and it's suffocating me, dragging me down, pulling hard and I can't fight it anymore.
Just want to go, I'm no use to anybody here, they don't trust me and are scared to talk to me no matter what I am like mood wise.
What am I meant to do, I've hit rock bottom and I'm struggling to get back up
The fake smile shows again, the empty shell looks full but has list everything.