Brother wound me up, slammed a door on my head and knew fairly well that he'd done it, no appology, no sorry just a load of bull.
Lost it kicked the Hoover I was cleaning up with, threw on the floor, run up to my room, smash everything I can see, throw anything go can see . Punch everything hard I see, kick everything hard I see.
I can't keep doing this, in tears on my bed in a ball, had a day from hell and I can't stand being like this anymore, I want to be like I used to be, not this violent no good idiot.
I've left school but I don't know what else I'm meant to do, I can't get a job, I can't concentrate, I can't even be bothered to get up anymore, hurt myself lashing out at things, and pretty much treating myself like I'm nothing
I can't do this anymore, I need help and advice, I need camhs to hurry up, I need everyone to stick by me, I need to be back to the old me.