Ohhh not feeling the wrk thing at all today and thats out of character because its my business!! But think because i feel am getting slowly worse i just not enjoying it as cannot do physical side as much as i trrrryyyyyyy!!!!
I did a bit of my own home cleaning and by god i was in pain and suffering.
My daughter does my job because of how i am but does not want to anymore (stress) she likes wrking abroad in clubs!! but then comes back with no job when season finished!
Asking me for wrk again.
I am tired of girls coming and going and when you think you got a decent one that one leaves, so had enough of it all!!!!
What to do i am struggling with everything! My mum Says i should pack up get what i need as in carers alliwance and disability etc but i am forcing myself as theres no way we could manage!!
Yes my health comes 1st but to give up what i earn is hard so obviously money is important!
Ohhhh the joys
I cant get any help as i am classed as an Employer ( well never tried but its what Dr said) ??? She told me to Claim!! And not drive. But am mobile now and out and about just in agony a lot ohhhhhh fm guys i feel in a rut with this but i sooo independant!!!!