I eventuallty got up after 10 mins of stretching out my bones lol i say lol because what else can i do or say ???
i think i thought then this is only a temporary thing that a couple more weeks and i will start to go back to how i was
in a way it was sometimes better when i werent diagnosed and was ignorant to the illness as then i just brushed every sympton of and put it down to somethig else and although i was worried about some of the symptons it was also ok too as i didnt know this is a PERMANENT illness so i just got on with things and just wrote things down
it is sometimes like the saying says IGNORANT IS BLISS !
But then on the up side to it i would not have met you all so that is a bonus
i just wish sometimes i had my old life back but i suppose then it is the case with anyone who has a long term condition,
so i suppose what i gotta say is
THIS IS ME !!!!!!!!!
love diddle x