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Hi my wife and I have split I'm back in my sisters gutted(very sad)going the council tomorrow to try and get a flat and when the wife is ready she can come.but as hard as this is I've got do this sorry going to try and sleep TTFN

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I'm sorry. It's added stress and unhappiness on top of illness. I'm afraid it will feel raw for a while but in time I hope you'll both find happier times.

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Hi very tired but can't sleep my mouth is like ghandies flip flop 😝very dry yes just thinking about me going deaf well not deaf deaf but anyway(song on now EVERYBODY HURTS) now I have to wear glasses now 🤓 my mum told me that when you go threw the change that's exactly what they mean and my god she's spot on.since 50 my wife and I are 2 very different woman(I was going to put girls 🙄😀)I just want our lives back anyway my mum said I'll no when I'm going threw it cos I will get out of the bath and you won't see your flower well it only happen den to me I'm a little skinny one and someone. Put a shelf there I don't no were it came from cos it wasn't there the night beforesoxz getting cramps in my fin🖕🏻🙌🏻TTFN

[cespinosa]

I hope everything works out for you and you also get a flat quickly. have a pain free night🌛. Chris

[DanielleGemma]

I'm so sorry to hear your sad news. It will take time and strength to heal but I know that you can do it! If you need anything, even if its just a chat please feel free to message me xxx

[Shazzzy]

Very sorry to read your news, such a painful time for you and the stress of finding somewhere to live. Fingers crossed for your trip to the council.

[Kitten-whiskers]

So sorry to read this, it may not feel like it at the moment but things will get easier in time. We are here if you need to talk

Take care x

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Hi out there not long woke up had yet another melt down between my Drs and the pain clinic they have not helped me whatsoever the pain clinic told my sister they was making me an emergency appointment for this week as I run out of patentadol in a couple of days so when I phoned they said my next appointment is OCTOBER!! Well that was me I just lost it(pain clinic it's them and the Drs who give me pain).Then I told them not to phone my house and the woman even read my phone number to me, so about 5 mins later my wife phoned my sisters house saying they had phoned her then we had a few words(not nice words)so I phoned them and my doctors and just blew my top😡 I'm not a violent person don't get me wrong I have my moments but never like this(our song had just come on secret lovers)I sometimes listen to smooth it gets me relaxed and cry but I don't mind that because I'm on my own.i am so worried about my wife she has not got out of bed for 3 days not even to get washed and my wife is the cleanest person I've ever met(even our friends say o"on your own girl"and I say no the wife's brushing her teeth I haven't seen her for 2 hours😀🙄 and we go in bulk(laughing)she's well known for it and she looks no different at all😀❤️love her soooo much though and this just is not her🤒😰well our mates (and not 3 in a pack) I know who our true friends are god it's the biggest crisis in our lives even harder than hiding that we were secret lovers and I feel so angry with the pretend mates I got that angry I said to my sister the first thing that leaves a sinking ship is🐀🐀.My wife's brother my adopted one is getting his ashes buried on Friday and I'm ******* angry I should be comforting my wife you no it's killing me inside I had to have a demassipan today because I had a melt down👹🖕🏻I wasn't going to go at first but my sister has chafed her shift she's found in in the morning so she can have the afternoon off to be with me😇👩‍❤️‍👩 I feel bad for her you no she works hard (don't get me wrong she plays hard we don't call her Judith charmers for nothing💅🏽💃🏻👜👠👝✈️🛫🛬🛳🏝💽🎙💶 oh sorry got lost a bit then😏🙄 erm I am older than her and I feel crap she tells me in no certain terms don't you be so stupid😡but still can't help feeling it she said I was old school at least I think it was her😏🤕 getting real tired now sox got to rest 💤just hope pain pain go away come back another day🙏⚽️ I'll try to dream about my footie team winning the premier league 🙏🏆 and dream of the best the only man my wife nos I love and just laughs at me and no surprise she doesn't like him 😀👊🏼 won't go in to that always makes me laugh tho so sometimes I deliberately do it (talk about him) to wind her up a bit😃😜

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Hi trying to sleep and my wife's songs come on always a woman to me😃miss her just heard a strange noise coming from my nephews room his girl has stayed over so higher education music a bit😃 it will only take 2 mins anyway well the advert for the soup or something 🤓

so the micro brings and she comes down and gets her soup😃.its all gone quiet🤔I keep forgetting to wear my glasses so I got a string for it but still forget this is the 3rd pair🤓found them I can see clearlely now me specs are on my mum always sang that🤓SOZ TTFN

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I love my wife ha she's crazy but that's what I love her she gets things done she says were to nice to people but there not doing there jobs you could of died and there still not helping someone make a decision instead of passing the buck.

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SOZ women just called and my sister I don't no were we'd be without her

I know my wife feels pushed out but I couldn't tell her god she's just lost her mum and we are burying her brothers ashes tomorrow I love them both so much you no nut dr just phoned got to go at 230 not staying in tho no way hosay.TTFN