I'm currently going through the process of being dignosed with fibromyalgia. I'm constantly in pain and the tiredness is never ending. I'm the only one who works and I do long 12 hour shifts as a carer on a dementia unit I get physically attacked the pain it causes is unreal. But I love my job and love providing for my family. I already hate this fibromyalgia I cry so much. Two of my boys have a form of dwarfism I tell them to never give up so I feel I have to carry on to set a good example. I'm tired I feel trapped and lost. I hate fibromyalgia it's taking over my life.