Last cycle BFN

[AJKP]

I'm absolutely devastated this morning, having had 5 rounds of ivf, one baby loss at 12 weeks, one missed miscarriage and a natural miscarriage a few years ago, my last frozen embryo didn't make it and I got a BFN this morning. This is me out of the journey using my own eggs, which is a loss in itself as this is now not going to be my path. I'm considering donor egg and will look into how my clinic does this. But today I'm just battling the mix of emotions that failure with my own eggs has stirred up.

I'm 42 and just want to get to the end of this journey now with a successful outcome 💔

[Always_hope_andpray]

I'm so sorry about you BFN today, I got the same result and can relate. Feeling numb today. Wish you all the best for the future. Maybe there will be a light at the end of the tunnel for us too someday soon. I just don't want to give up.

[AJKP in reply to Always_hope_andpray]

Aww thank you, I'm so sorry for your result today too... its so sad. I felt numb, now I just feel angry with the world!! Allow yourself to grieve and keep going! I'm going have to change paths but I'll keep going till I get there!! Sending bug hugs xx 🤗

[Millbanks]

Aw I'm so sorry to hear this - it absolutely sucks. Sending you a massive hug xx

[AJKP in reply to Millbanks]

Thank you ☺️ x

[butterfliez]

I am so sorry for all you have been through , I know there are no suitable words. was just thinking today how remarkable IVF is (when it works) & how devastating it is when it fails. & even more tragic when you suffer baby loss.

Sending you strength. Take time to process this news & hopefully you will feel able to look at other options when you’re feeling strong enough. Take care X

[AJKP in reply to butterfliez]

Thank you ☺️ xx

[CardiGrey]

So sorry to hear this. Thinking of you ❤️ xx

[AJKP in reply to CardiGrey]

Thank you xx