another loss, my 8th

[Corchi]

6 weeks today.

AA 5 day blast pgs tested

I don’t understand

A dark day

So many questions with no answers

[Skittles11]

This makes me sad to see. So sorry. It just isn't fair. Please take good care xx

[DreamingOfTwo79]

Oh Corchi, I am so sorry, my heart breaks for you. There are just no words. I hope you have a safe space and a safe pair of arms you can sink into. Lots of love xx

[lianm8]

I’m so sorry. Xxx

[Trying6years]

Sending love xx

[Joeysjourney]

Sending huge hugs. I'm so sorry you're facing this again. Such a cruel blow xxx

[HJP2018]

Sending you so much love. I am so sorry you are having to go through this xx

[butterfliez]

I am so very sorry it’s so cruel , sending you so much strength & support xx

[Corchi]

thank you all. Your messages mean the world at a time of such darkness. 8th little 👼 up in the sky. Little souls of parts of us. How sad? How do you deal? I’m don’t know l. I should be an expert and every time it’s like the first

[mmmangos in reply to Corchi]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Without even meeting them, we love them from the the tiniest balls of cells, the earliest moments of life, don't we? ❤️

I hope you and your partner have a good support network around you. I feel like it's so much more difficult to find any kind of acceptance when there are no answers. Remember it's OK to grieve. It is not only the loss of this individual, but the chance to grow and meet your baby, the loss of that wonderful excitement you probably felt at being pregnant, the hope for the future of new milestones and the expanded family you had already started imagining. Above all, be kind to yourself. It's a horrible situation and it isn't fair at all. There doesn't have to be a silver lining, some experiences are just bad and all we can hope for is to get through them. Just let yourself go through whatever grieving process you need. It's not comfortable, but it's an important step. Sending hugs and best wishes to you and your family.

[Corchi in reply to mmmangos]

we love them from the picture they show us of our beloved embryo before even putting it in. Beautiful combined cells of the both of us ❤️ thank you so much for your beautiful message. Life goes on but a little part of us always stays behind 😢

[butterfliez]

It’s so heartbreaking it really is , 8 little angels forever in your heart ❤️ every loss is another wave of grief nothing can prepare you for such sadness. I wish no one had to suffer loss xx

[Corchi in reply to butterfliez]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[minnesota_girl]

I'm so sorry x 💔

[Ranchu90]

I am so sorry 😔 I refuse to believe that. That is absolutely devastating. I have no wise words for you ....I am sending all my support, a massive hug and I need to remind you that you are not alone ❤️ I am here if you need to talk ❤️

[Minminminminh]

So sorry Corchi, I really wish it wasn’t so xx

[Chantysal]

im so sorry to hear this, ur such an amazing strong women for getting up and trying again. Sending u hugss 😞

[Mom_Njai]

Hi, I am also same age, just struggling keep any further hope. Did you PGS test embryos? I have one 4AA but one cycle to go.

Take care, bless you!

[Corchi in reply to Mom_Njai]

it was a pgs tested AA 5 day blast. Natural cycle. Lining was perfect 9 mm

Beta on Sunday was great.

Had bleeding but thought was a hematoma like I had with my second

Should have gone perfectly. Didn’t.

I just wish I understood why

[Redsequin]

I’m so sorry, lovely. You are doing everything you can. Hope you have people looking after you at this really hard time xxx

[hifer]

So sorry. Just devastating news. Massive hugs for you x

[Twiglet2]

I’m so so sorry 😢 sending you my love 💜 it’s okay not to be okay here if you ever need to talk xx

[TurquoiseWater]

It’s a tough journey for us all, you are not alone. Sending big hugs. Take care 💕

[KediT]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you love & light!

[Ladycoco20]

so sorry 😢 holding space for you today 💓

[CardiGrey]

So sorry to hear this. Sending positive healing energy to you today ❤️

[Banana77]

Thinking of you ❤️

[MagicTourmaline]

I am so sorry for your loss(es)... I wish there was a magic word that would make things easier for you... ❤️ I am sending you lots of love and strenght!!!

[MissSaoPaulo]

Oh no, not the update I wanted to see. Sending you the biggest virtual hugs xxx

[Corchi]

thank you I have no words to express my gratitude to all

Of you beauties ❤️

[Kmcdon]

So sorry to hear this. So devastating. Thinking of you. Xx

[Solly-44]

Corchi, I’m so sorry. There are no words for how cruel this is. Thinking of you xx

[Effie1988]

I always tell myself it wasn't meant to be and that there is another beautiful baby who I would have never gotten the pleasure to meet if this one had been a success. Not much of a silver lining and I'm not sure I will be able to accept it if I have to give up (my partner would like us to give up and move on with our lives but he understands I am not ready yet). However, I also have PGTA tested 5* embryos who have failed to implant multiple times with perfect linings and there just aren't any answers (I always search Google and read about possible reasons, for eg different implantation timing). It's difficult. I hope we are both successful eventually and what we went through just makes us eternally grateful and makes us enjoy every moment more than we would have. Good luck. x

[Corchi in reply to Effie1988]

mine implanted. I was 6 weeks pregnant. 🙏🏼❤️

[Miracle43]

I’m so sorry you are going through this 💔.

There are no words I can say. I do know how you are feeling. Sending you love and strength xx

[Blueberry211]

I am so sorry to hear this xxx hugs to you

[Cinderella5]

I'm so sorry lovely! Life is so incredibly cruel. Take your time to grieve, its not easy. Sending lots of love and hugs.xxx

[Hidden]

I am so sorry, no one should have to go through this - sending love xx