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[Littleflower82]

Hi ya hope everyone is doing well!! Unfortunately I'm back in this journey after losing our wee boy at 16 weeks in Oct 😓 I got scanned today day 10 of stimms showed 5 follicles good sized, 4 today hope will catch up and another 6 that won't catch up. I then got bloods done for oestrogen and the results were 3434?? I thought this low? I have to keep stimming, go for scan again wed and ec possibly Friday. Can anyone indicate how many eggs possibly with an oestrogen level of 3434?

[sun-and-rain]

Welcome back, if that's proper to say in your situation. I'm really sorry for your loss 💔💔💔 You're brave starting all over again knowing which of a roller coaster you're heading into just by doing IVF - and the emotions and fears from your loss on top, I can't but admire your courage ❤ I wish you all the best for the weeks and months to come ❤

[Littleflower82 in reply to sun-and-rain]

Thank u so much, it's very hard. This will b our 4th fresh cycle but it is our last. We just cudnt end our journey they way it did 😓xx

[MAPB in reply to Littleflower82]

My Dad said to me at the start of all this that I owed it to myself to see this journey through to the end, whatever that looks like. I still get a lot of strength from that. If you never give up then you never fail. Losing a baby after 16 weeks must have been beyond heartbreaking, the fact you are back to try again shows me everything I need to know that you are capable of getting through this 💪🏻

[Jess1981]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your little boy how totally awful . I lost my little girl Amelia at 20 weeks pregnant in November 2020. It is a pain like no other no parent should lose a child. I can't with advise ie the IVF but wanted to wish you the best and to say how sorry I am for your devastating loss Xx

[Littleflower82 in reply to Jess1981]

I'm so sry to hear that u lost ur little girl aswell, it's so so hard esp Wen we go through so much to get them 😓 thank u for ur best wishes, I'm nearly 40 and I don't think the bloods sounds great but all I can do is hope x

[Jess1981 in reply to Littleflower82]

Thank you. It is the worst thing ever. The pain is unimaginable. 💔 I had my daughter Eliza 7 weeks ago on Wednesday after Amelia and 2 early miscarriages and I’m 40! 40 is not too old! Lots of ladies have babies in their 40s. My late Gran had my mum at 40 and this was in 1959 very unheard of then obviously my Gran was ahead of the times 😉 I think you had twins didn’t you? I do remember you! I had Francesca after a long struggle and she is 3 years old in June! Don’t know where that time went! Keeping everything crossed for you and hope your rainbow baby is coming soon 😍Xx

[Littleflower82 in reply to Jess1981]

Yes, my twins are 2 years and 4 months, they keep me going tbh! Massive congrats on Eliza and what a beautiful name 💖! U have been through so much aswell.

[Jess1981 in reply to Littleflower82]

Thank you. Oh wow they on,y a few months younger than Francesca! I thought we had them quite close . I don’t know how I would’ve got through the early stages of grief without having Francesca. We went through hell & back but I’m so grateful our family is finally completed 🥰 If you ever wanna private message someone who has also had a late feel free anytime 🙂 SANDS are also brilliant to talk with other mums who’ve had similar losses. I am sure your little boy will help you to get your special rainbow baby like my Amelia helped me have Eliza ( she was born on the 16th- the same day we discovered via scan she had no heartbeat 💔 15 months ago) Even after Eliza I still miss Amelia terribly & she will always be part of our family. Wishing you you the best with it all ❤️ Xx

[Rol81]

Just wanted to say good luck x

[Littleflower82 in reply to Rol81]

Thank u,I really appreciate that x

[AMJean]

Hi Littleflower, Wishing you the best of luck with this round. I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. x

[Littleflower82 in reply to AMJean]

Thank u so much, it's not looking great so far but I have another scan on wed and ec more than likely in Friday so bits out if my hands now

[Cinderella5]

Hey lovely!! I've no info or knowledge to help but crikey, I just wanted to say how much I admire you're determination and tenacity!💗🌈 You are so strong after your loss. Best of luck.🤞🏻xxx

[Littleflower82 in reply to Cinderella5]

Ah thank u! How are u and the boys keeping 💙💙?? This is our last cycle. Ivf had taken over my life the past 7/8 years but we cudnt let our journey end after losing our wee angel Frank 😇💙💔

[pink_lemon]

Isn’t it 700 or so per egg? I cannot remember exactly, but I feel I had 3500 and got 5 eggs? Try to google the number, my memory could be failing on this already.

[XOXO13]

Just wanted to wish you lots of luck 💛 I’m so sorry for your loss, you’re incredibly brave and I admire your courage to keep fighting for your rainbow ❤️🌈 xx

[Positivechangeplease]

I don’t know about the oestrogen but I’m so sorry for your loss. That must have been very hard. And good luck for the new round. You’re a strong woman 💪

[Bomboncita]

Sending you a big warm hug 🤗. Don't give up!

[Littleflower82]

Thanks girls laying on sofa here got 8 eggs today