TWW rollercoaster almost up!! So many mixed emotions

[LJT22]

God I am ready for this TWW to be over already. We transferred a 6AA frozen embryo on 31st January and to be honest I’ve felt lousy since the day after! Cramps, indigestion, tired, trapped wind and got mouth ulcers!

I stupidly agreed to do a test on the morning of 7dp5dt (transfer was done in the afternoon so technically 6.5 days) and the test was negative which broke my heart a bit. However I’ve since learnt frozen ones can take a bit longer, I had already peed twice in the night and been drinking water during the night, also my husband discovered that our pregnancy test was 5 months out of date when taking the bin out!! I didn’t even know they expired! So I dunno if I’m being stupid but I’m clinging onto hope based on those things.

Today is when my period would have been due so I’m literally sitting in fear of seeing AF every time I go to pee! If period doesn’t come I’m going to wait until my beta test Monday to make the hope last as long as possible!

Not looking for any answers just wanted to write this down some place as I need to offload!!

[Hidden]

Hi sweetie! I really hope and cross my fingers that annoying aunt flow doesn't come uninvited! Praying for your little bean to stick with you guys🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[LJT22 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks so much for your kind thoughts ❤️❤️ I’m overanalysing every single twinge!! Please god it works 🙏🏼

[Redsequin]

Ahhh good luck! You got this 💫

[MakingbabyNM]

Thinking of you!! It’s the most awful wait ever!!!! sending so much love and luck xx

[RedFox23]

Thinking of you and praying that you get your BFP on Monday! Xxxx

[LJT22]

Thank you all for your kind words. No AF yet so still in the game. Woke up at 2 am with cramps and now can’t sleep! Wishing I could switch off my thoughts! If period doesn’t arrive I’m gonna wait until bloods. Feel sick with nerves but grateful my period is a bit late 🙏🏼

[Em1210 in reply to LJT22]

Iv got everything crossed for you!! Its a good sign your period hasn't come yet and cramping can also be a good sign only if mild! I hope to see on your story great news and the BFP you have been waiting for!! Xxx

[Auds8155]

I know exactly how you feel LJT22! I’m 10dp5dt My AF is due any time now, I’ve been cramping and feeling crabby, so tempted to do a test but I’ll wait till Tuesday! Sending all my love and luck xx

[LJT22 in reply to Auds8155]

Ah thank you Auds8155. Sounds like we are almost in the exact same stage!! I was awake half the night woke up feeling rough again but no AF just yet 🙏🏼🙏🏼 She usually comes in the morning so I’m taking every extra hour as a blessing. Hope is wonderful but so dangerous. Wishing you all the luck and baby dust for Tuesday and hope AF stays away until then!! Xx

[IVFmumma]

Wishing you all the best!! I'm ok countdown to transfer day so will be in the TWW soon...!!Hope it's your time ✨🙏🏻

[LJT22 in reply to IVFmumma]

Thanks so much sending you lots of love and luck too xxx

[LJT22]

Another day gone and still no sign of AF… beta at 9am tomorrow 😱 my husband has taken the day off work to be with me when I get the call. Not many symptoms just cramps at night in bed (could be anxiety)

Fingers crossed we get our little Valentine 🙏🏼❤️

[Hidden in reply to LJT22]

Ohh hunny! I'm praying for you little Valentine. Fingers crossed!🥰😍😍😍🥰🥰

[LJT22]

Thanks ladies for all your kind words but unfortunately my blood test has come back negative 💔 my period still hasn’t come and I did have symptoms but I guess that just goes to show the meds can cause all those symptoms. We are sad but we are OK. Going to speak to the doctors again tomorrow and figure out what our next steps are.

Good luck with the rest of your journeys and hope you get your BFPs xx

[Hidden in reply to LJT22]

Ohhh! My heart goes out to you sweetie! Be strong and fingers crossed for next time to be your lucky one. God has his plans!🥰🥰