Losing my mind!! 🤯🤯

[lnf17]

Hi,

I am currently 8dpt of my FET which was done under a natural cycle & I am seriously struggling with what my body is doing this round.

This is our 3rd transfer & both previous rounds I have failed to reach OTD.

So far this time I have had light bleeding on 4dpt & 6dpt but it stopped both times & was only when I wiped. Last night I noticed I had more blood & some v.slight tissue (sorry if tmi 🙊) so used a sanitary pad. When I went 2 bed there was fresh blood on the pad & I was devasted & pretty much cried myself 2 sleep thinking it was failing. I woke up expecting a period like result & there was no more than when I went 2 bed but when I went to the loo..more blood….so again came the tears, but it’s now a few hrs later & it’s stopped again!!!

I have been so up & down the last 7 days that I really feel like I’m losing it. Our other 2 failures were not like this, once I got blood that was it. I really don’t know what to think & my OTD is not til next Thursday….which feels like an absolute lifetime away! Feel like my body is torturing me than normal! 😭

Apologies 4 the length…& detail of this message! ❤️xx

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi lnf. Oh dear, this waiting game is definitely torture, especially with a bit of spotting too. Just try and be brave and hang on until test day, taking any prescribed medication. Keep up your water intake in case the seettling down process of your ovaries is upsetting your hormones too. Fingers crossed! Diane

[Booda21]

2ww is torture anyway, never mind with the added on and off bleeding. Keeping my fingers crossed it’s the good kind. Sending you lots of love & luck xxx

[Picalilli99]

I really feel for you. It’s really impossible to say what’s going on. But I just wanted to say I’ve had similar many times and then again this time, lots of on and off spotting around a similar time and I was absolutely convinced it was over (like all our previous rounds) and I was beside myself. Then it turned out to be a bfp and I was completely gobsmacked so this time those signs must have been good/implantation. Hold on in there and try not to lose hope just yet! Take care lovely xxx

[lnf17 in reply to Picalilli99]

Thank u & congrats on your bfp 💞xx