Losing my mind 3dpt5dt

[Jessy1280]

3rd and final cycle and I already can't shake the feeling its failed. Having been here three times already, one bfn, one bfp (mmc), I now know the difference. I don't know how to get through the next ten days and the aftermath if this has failed again o

[KiboXX]

Hi Jesse, sorry you’re struggling. I had this with my fourth cycle, was having a total meltdown by 4dp. Like you, I’d had a BFP cycle and and BFN cycle before so I thought for sure I knew it hasn’t worked. I was wrong! I know it’s hard but hang in there. It ain’t over yet ♥️ xx

[Jessy1280 in reply to KiboXX]

Thank you for your reply. I am struggling I guess. I think it's because I feel nothing. Not a thing. I transferred two this time. Do you know.... Does progesterone keep your cervix high? X

[KiboXX in reply to Jessy1280]

I don’t know I’m afraid. I thought it just thickens and keeps your lining in place. Might be a question for google! X

[Sunshine92]

The 2WW is by far the hardest part of ivf i think!

I have had 2 cycles, 1 BFN and 1 BFP. Apart from OHSS on my BFP round i felt NO DIFFERENT to my first BFN round. You honestly just cant cope it. Your body can respond differently to meds at different times there’s just so many variables.

Hang on in there! Go for a walk, i know there’s not much you can do with social distancing an all but try and do something that will keep your mind off things for a bit. Otherwise it feels like time is going so slowly xx

[ttcemmie]

Hi lovely. The 2ww is awful, but you've got this! Every cycle is different and unfortunately we can never actually know how everything is going inside (how I wish we could!). Best thing I can advise for now is distraction. Sending lots of love xxxx

[Jessy1280 in reply to ttcemmie]

How are you feeling in your 2ww? X

[ttcemmie in reply to Jessy1280]

Well I was doing fine, but I have been exhausted all week and that is starting to get to me. Can't do anything. Just so tired all the time. I had some nausea a couple of days ago, as well as a sore throat, and I'm getting up in the middle of the night to pee. I'm trying not to read too much in to these things! I think coronavirus is generally making me anxious and that could have impacted my sleep patterns etc. too, as well as the meds I'm on of course! V emotional too. Now I know that's the meds! x

[Jessy1280 in reply to ttcemmie]

Yeah feeling emotional too. So much pressure on us and lots riding on it x

[ttcemmie in reply to Jessy1280]

Sooo much pressure. And the hormones....

[Chel91]

Hugs to you! Hope you are feeling better. I'm in my 2ww also, and honestly I feel awful. Trying to stay busy with things, but I know the same struggle too well 😔 I don't have any good advice, but hang in there!! Here's hoping for a great result!! 🤞😊 xx

[Jessy1280 in reply to Chel91]

My third 2ww

It's hell isn't it. Like mind games for two weeks! How many dpt are you? X

[Chel91 in reply to Jessy1280]

It is 😔 I'm 5dpt, but starting to be convinced I'm out of the game. I'm a serial tester, done several sticks already... nothing yet! But seeing others get their BFP this early - it's hard!! Wish I could be strong and not test lol xx

[Jessy1280 in reply to Chel91]

I'm too scared to test as it's my last cycle. My first cycle I tested early twice and bfn. Second cycle I tested only on otd and got a bfp.