And so it starts again

[Hells18]

Spoke to the hospital today they said on this round the will up meds to give me the best chance possible as it’s my last round I have to have egg collection again !! All I can think about is my babies I’ve lost more so the 1st as I would of been due in December and seeing all the baby things that I would of picked up for the 1st Christmas is killing me😭 all I seem to do is cry I’m just lost 😞

[Purpledoggy]

Christmas is such a hard time when all you want is a child to celebrate it with. I can imagine that is even worse given your previous due date. Be extra kind to yourself and just try to focus on this round. Sending hugs and wishing you lots of luck on your next one xx

[Hells18 in reply to Purpledoggy]

Thank you for ur kind words xx

[Fairsy2021]

Just wanted to post and say, I wish you the best of luck for this last round. It’s feeling like a lot of pressure, I bet? I really hope things go the distance. I totally get the focused thoughts on the babies you’ve lost. I was due October 16th this year and it turns out to be the pregnancy loss week 🤦🏼‍♀️ and I lost our baby over Mother’s Day weekend- everything reminds me of them! Life is super sucky at times. I truly don’t know, how everyone gets through all this. I found a great podcast on Instagram:

instagram.com/the_worstgirl...

….some really honest thoughts and places to read stuff, that for me , helped. Maybe it will help you, a little. Anyway, good luck again 🤞🏻 X

[Hells18 in reply to Fairsy2021]

Thank you I’m so sorry for ur loss I will give this a try xxx

[Fairsy2021 in reply to Hells18]

Xx worth a try, for sure. It won’t ‘fix’ anything, but it makes for good listening x

[katiehopeful81]

Good luck Hells18. I feel for you. Keep gaining support from this group. You seem like a lovely lady xxx take care of yourself

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Best of luck for your next round. That pain around your due date is horrible, mine was due in the Spring and my miscarriage anniversary was just over a year ago. Be kind and gentle with yourself and cry when you need to xx