STILL HOPEFUL 🙏

[ZanneScarr]

Hi to everyone. 🌼

This page is where I write all my feelings out and you guys been so helpful in my journey.

I am 29 y/o, TTC for 5 years, had two fallopian tubes removed last year followed by our 1st IVF procedure, didn't work. This cycle, got implanted 2 Grade A Embryos with a relaxed body and mind compared to my first try but still, IT FAILED.

On the other hand, together with me is a very good friend of mine, she's 40 y/o, same date of transfer, we have the same doctor, 15 yrs TTC, 8 failed IVF, 11 years older than me, implanted B Grade Embryo, and she got positive. And I'm so proud of her fight. 🙏💙

I am sharing with you all because I want everyone out there who feels the same what I feel to not lose hope. This is very hard. I can't even look at my husband because I feel incomplete. This is a real pain and it fvckin hurts.

But I believe, everything will fall into its right place and right time.

Don't be scared and don't be pressured.

My journey just started. Your journey is not finish. Others may succeed doesn't mean we can't. WE WILL TRY AGAIN. Our Journey is not done. Our journey is incomparable. Our body is unique and it has it's own timing to the universe. Our embryos are different. I am tough. You are tough. We are tough. ❤

For now, I will still treat myself good and keep my body healthy and be ready for the future.

To everyone on the same boat.

WE WILL BE PARENTS.

Thank you, Everyone..

Baby Dust Mommies & Daddies 💙🌠

[lex8719]

same feeling...

[lex8719]

i went to psychiatrist to stabilize my mood i cant eat and sleep anymore

[lex8719]

we will still try but we need to heal our body and mind. it was such a bad memory for me three consecutive ivf failed 😭😭

[ZanneScarr in reply to lex8719]

Sending you strength and uplifting energy. We can get through this difficulty in life. We can do this. 🙏💙