7dpt4dt - BFN this morning - am I still in?

[Travel27]

So, last Friday (a week ago), I had two 4day early blastocysts transferred which had been hatched and put in embryo glue. Donor eggs from a clinic with 63% success rate.

My OTD is Monday for bloods (results Wednesday), but last night I had two dreams about getting a positive result, so when I finally woke up properly around 6am I decided to POAS to see if it might be positive - note I have already sortof convinced myself this hasn't worked again anyway, but the little flame of hope is still there apparently.

So, no great surprise, its negative. Obviously I am down, despite telling myself I expected as much. But I also think this is probably too early to take it as definitive confirmation right? Max this would be day 11 in normal conception turns post ovulation so perhaps still too early for sufficient hcg in the pee?

Honestly this whole process and infertility turns you into someone you don't even recognise, endlessly looking for signs of hope.

Thanks for reading and humouring my angst.

[Keepingfaith85]

It's far too early! Your dream might very well come true later 😉🤞 xxx

[Travel27 in reply to Keepingfaith85]

Thanks. I suppose I knew that really, just hoping to be one of those people who get a super early result! Sigh.

[Keepingfaith85 in reply to Travel27]

I know, the waiting is so hard. It's a shame that you have to wait from Monday to Wednesday for your blood test results too. Everything is about waiting in ivf isn't it?

Wishing you a positive result next week 💞☺️☘️

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi Travel. Yes, it is a nightmare, bless you. Can I ask you to test on the day recommended by your clinic? Good luck! Diane

[Travel27 in reply to DianeArnold]

Well of course, I will likely POAS and go for the mandated blood test (which takes 2 days to give results), but its difficult to keep away from the temptation of doing it, especially if your brain decides to taunt you with dreams of positive tests! 😉😂🙄

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK in reply to Travel27]

Hi. Good girl and massive luck! Diane

[Travel27]

POAS again this morning, still negative - its 10dp4dt today - also went for the mandated blood test. Told the results will be here maybe Wednesday or Thursday - agh! Hoping that still might be positive... :/