2 frozen embryos remaining

[cargen]

Hey everyone!

I’m new on here so I just wanted to say hello. These last few months have been extremely tough on both my partner and I as we've just undergone our first round of IVF treatment (fresh cycle). A couple of weeks ago we went to the clinic for a blood test and were told that our HCG levels were low (but still a positive pregnancy) and that we would need to re-test in a couple of days, which we did and were told that the levels had dropped but not significantly enough, therefore would have to go back in again for another blood test in two days. I was very aware that the pregnancy was unlikely to hold as I bled the day before my first blood test, however I didn’t want to lose hope as I heard that other woman experienced bleeding and got pregnant. I remained positive simply because we kept being asked to carry out additional blood tests and hoped that the levels would increase eventually, but they didn’t. By the Friday, I was informed that the levels decreased significantly and that the embryo had implanted but did not progress and was advised to take a home pregnancy in three weeks time to confirm the levels were 0. In the meantime, I’m trying to get on with everything, I took some time off work as I was unable to stop crying and this made me feel exhausted. I feel less sad each day but have moments of sadness and bursts of anxiety when I think about it all. We’ve been advised to call the clinic in March giving us both some time to recover emotionally and physically. At first, March seemed so far away and I was eager to start a frozen cycle as soon as possible, ( we have 2 frozen embryos left) but I understand taking some time out is probably for the best.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my post, I’ve found writing very therapeutic! I’m sorry for waffling on! Sometimes, the journey can be lonely, not due to the lack of support from family and friends but the fact that quite often they are unable to comprehend exactly what you are going through.

Sending lots of love to all of you out there♡

[Bm12]

Hey, just wanted to say how sorry I am to hear that you lost your implanted embryo and pregnancy. There is nothing I can say to make it my better but just know that you are not alone. So many of us have lost pregnancies and it's a devastating time. There will be ups and downs but gradually you will get stronger and come though this a stronger person because of it all.

You're being really sensible to take some time out to look after yourself. That's so important and I wish you all the best with your frosties. Each embryo and each cycle is different too, so try not to let worries from this cycle affect you for the next one - though that's easier said than done! But you know implantation can happen for you, so a baby is still a very real possibility

Wishing you so much luck

X

[cargen in reply to Bm12]

Thank you for your kind words and positivity. I also wish you the best of luck in your journey. x

[HollyT7]

Hey my lovely we lost our first too, however it worked with our first frostie ❄️❤️ So just remember that it can work out even better the second time around. We also have one left on ice. All the best xxxxx

[cargen in reply to HollyT7]

Hey! I’m sorry to hear about your loss, but happy that your frostie worked and wish you the best of luck. 🙏🏻 I’m still very hopeful, however sometimes feel like I should prepare myself for the worst. It’s so difficult to remain positive at times so thanks for the encouragement.♡ xxx

[ttcemmie]

Hello! Really sorry to hear of your loss and what you've gone through. Feel free to waffle on on here! Anything that you need to help you through. I'm glad that you managed to take some time off work to be able to have some time to deal with this, and especially the emotions, as it's a really hard thing to go through. Sending you lots of love and hugs. xxxx

[cargen]

Thank you, just trying to keep busy and enjoy life. This network is great, I’m so glad I found it! Lots of love ♡