Can't believe this has happened again after getting a BFP last week....cruel...

[Tryagain45]

So we did our 4th FET using DE a few weeks ago and were so happy to get our BFP last week. Symptoms kicked in quick and then had bloods this week as I had a wobble and worried! Hcg on Tues only 100 and today's was 46. Can't believe this happened again....

I'm 45...we've had 2 egg donors and 4 top grade embryos. This also happened on 2nd FET except I bleed that time. I've no bleeding this time but it'll come soon which I'm dreading...

Really thought this was the one...this rollercoaster is just so hard......

Xx

[Hidden]

I am so so sorry,I know how hard this is and I'm heart broken that you are having to go through it to. I'm here if you need to talk xxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. I'm sure your loss last week is still very raw for you. We will have a review with the clinic to figure out next steps. Xx

[Hidden in reply to Tryagain45]

It is very hard. Just be kind to yourself I know you will be feeling a whole host of emotions. Let me know how it goes with the clinic xx

[Hidden]

I’m so sorry xxxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. I hope you're doing ok...your loss a few months was just awful for you xxx

[Hidden in reply to Tryagain45]

Thanks , 2 mmc and pregnant from last embryo , viability scan next week! It’s absolutely terrifying. This ivf journey is horrendous and full of uncertainty, there are just no guarantees are there! All I know for sure is that you know when you can keep going or if you can’t do it anymore . But we are all strong women fighting to be mums and hopefully we will get there in the end x you take care of yourself xxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Hidden]

I'm so happy to hear you have a little one on board and I'll pray that your viability scan goes well. Take care xx

[Hidden in reply to Tryagain45]

Thank you 🙏

[Picalilli99]

I’m so sorry. To get your bfp and then have it taken away again so soon is just devastating. Life really can be so cruel sometimes. Take care lovely, sending you big hugs xxxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Picalilli99]

Thanks so much x

[Livinginhope2019]

I’m so sorry to read this, sending you the biggest hug xxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Livinginhope2019]

Thanks so much x

[Core]

I’m so so sorry to hear this, must be absolutely devastating 😢 sending love xx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Core]

Thanks a million. Was so delighted you got your BFN - maybe 5 will be my lucky number aswell! I'll a prayer for your little one and I wish you a very lovely pregnancy xx

[Core in reply to Tryagain45]

Thank you, yes praying 5 is your lucky number too I’ve seen a few ladies on here who it has been number 5 that’s worked!xx

[Lavender96]

I’m so sorry to read this. It’s truly heartbreaking to have a BFP taken away from you. This can be such a cruel process!! Take the time you need to grieve and look after yourself. Sending lots of love xx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Lavender96]

Thanks so much for your kind words xx

[Cinderella5]

I am so sorry! Such a bloody upsetting situation to be in. My heart goes out to you....its not bloody fair and I know it doesnt make it any better but I'm thinking of you!xxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Cinderella5]

Awww thank you so much xxx

[aamiller405]

im sorry...I know this loss and its devastating... take time to heal xoxo

[Tryagain45 in reply to aamiller405]

Thanks a million x

[Tryagain45 in reply to aamiller405]

Hope your little one sticking! x

[Muppetgirl]

Hugs and energy to keep moving forward.

[Tryagain45 in reply to Muppetgirl]

Aww thanks x

[gattonero]

I’m very sorry to hear this hun. Sending you a big warm hug xx

[Tryagain45 in reply to gattonero]

Thank you so much x

[Mazzath1]

Have you had your progesterone levels checked? Xxx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Mazzath1]

Yes I did and then we're really happy with them and added an extra pessery of cyclogest during the day to be on the safe side. I think if it was progesterone then I'd have started bleeding but that still hasn't happened. I stopped meds yesterday so I presume it'll happen soon enough. Thanks for your question...progesterone seems to be really important xx

[Solly-44]

I’m so sorry lovely, this is just heartbreaking. Sending love xx

[Tryagain45 in reply to Solly-44]

Thanks so much - how are you doing? x

[Fifikoko]

Hi dear

I’m so sorry to hear what you’re going through. It’s painful when hope is snatched away but as your user name says - we’ve just got to keep trying.

I got a faint BFP after my last cycle and got a positive blood test too but my HcG levels dropped after a few days too so I can imagine how devastated you are feeling.

I pray you are 5th time lucky 🍀🙏🏽😘

[IlsaG]

I am very sorry. But remember you are not alone! sending a big hug

[Shirazlover2013]

I’m so sorry, it’s really rubbish for you and so unfair. I hope the withdrawal bleed isn’t too bad this time xx

[Lots8788]

I'm so sorry, big big hugs to you xx

[Tiddly1984]

😞 so sorry!x