Transfer complete 🤗

So after a lot of stressing about not making it to transfer we were told that we had one blasto and a second embryo they are minitoring and will update this afternoon. Again i asked about quality but wasn't really given any information and just told everything is fine. Im sure he said stage 1 blasto but i could be wrong.

I then heard a couple a curtain away being told they had a few blastos and have plenty to freeze and at stages 1-4. Its so awful but their happy laughter made me feel awful and i felt like there was no point even having the transfer. So ridiculous and ungrateful i know.

We went in and all went well. Consultant commented that it was a lovely looking embryo and my abdominal scan all looked good. I feel better now im home but really wishing i could shake off the negative thoughts.

So after what feels like an enternity of waiting i am now officially in the 2ww club. I think there were a few others having transfers today so wishing you all the very best of luck ❤️

[Tugsgirl]

Good luck for your tww xx

[Hidden in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thank you, currently on the sofa afraid to move 😂 feels so strange and a little surreal to finally be here x

[Tugsgirl in reply to Hidden]

Don’t be afraid to move, keeping the blood flowing is a good thing! Just don’t overdo it, especially in this heat. Stay hydrated xx

[Doglover7866 in reply to Hidden]

I’m glad it’s not just me. Feel like if I move it will fall out😂

[Hidden in reply to Doglover7866]

I found myself walking back into the house at a snail pace almost limping and thought what on earth am i doing 🤣 feeling so relaxed now which imsure will disappear in the next day or so xx

[Hidden]

Well done for making it to transfer ! Fingers crossed for a sticky embryo !! Don't be too hard on yourself it's been a stressful time in the lead up. Those negative thoughts will shift quickly, keep occupied with gentle activity! X good luck

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you, its such a hard road isnt it. Im going back to work tomorrow to keep me distracted and away from google x

[Cinderella5]

Wishing you loads of luck for the 2ww.xx

[Hidden in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you! Hope you're doing well, i always read all of your posts and admire your strength. Good luck with your upcoming round xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Hidden]

Ahhh thank you, very kind!!xx

[Klndmr]

Well done! It's really stress time and the wait is really hard! But keep positive and keep yourself busy! Best of luck and lots of baby dust xxx

[Hidden in reply to Klndmr]

Thank you so much and same to you. Cant wait to see all these sensitive posts appearing over the next few weeks xx

[Klndmr in reply to Hidden]

Me tooo 🙏🙏🙏🙏🤞🤞🤞🌈🌈🌈🌈

[gattonero]

Finger crossed for you, you got this!!! Enjoy Netflix 😊😊😊

[Hidden in reply to gattonero]

Thank you! Netflix is next on my list. Apparently i need to laugh as much as possible as the endorfins released encourage implantation so i need to find something extremelly funny 🤔. My OH's jokes definitely dont make the grade x

[gattonero in reply to Hidden]

True! Not sure about your tastes but I enjoyed watchin “bored to death” on Amazon prime while on Netflix/bbc “Glow” is superfun and Flebag is another drama/comedy that I recommend!

[Hidden in reply to gattonero]

Excellent, thank you that saves me hours of scrolling xx

[Livinginhope2019]

Good luck, hope it goes quickly for you xx

[Hidden in reply to Livinginhope2019]

Thank you xx

[Squeak2]

Good luck 💕 we can tick the days off together 🤞 xx

[Hidden in reply to Squeak2]

Sounds good to me! Good luck xx

[Dreamingofbaby]

Nice one that good. Hope ur 2ww goes ok. Best wishes for u bfp🤞🤞

[Hidden in reply to Dreamingofbaby]

Thank you xx

[gemmy999]

Well done, pleased it went well. Don’t compare yourself to anyone else. Every cycle is so different. I had two blastos put in today, nine to freeze, we never have had any to freeze. 5th time lucky I hope! 🤞🏻 I’m off on night shift soon! So no resting for me 😵 hope your 2ww goes quickly xx

[Hidden in reply to gemmy999]

9!? Wow thats amazing. I know, the embryologist called back and confirmed nothing to freeze and also said "you appear to be very anxious but please be positive, everything went well". I think he must be sick of me throwing a million questions at him about absolutely everything 🤣. I feel much more relaxed now strangely, probably worn myself out with it all as im shattered.

Looking forward to work tomorrow for a distraction. I hope it goes quickly for us and we get matching BFP's. My OTD is 9 September xx