I am writing this post with a heavy heart lots of tears and some anger.
OTD was last Friday 11 days post 5 day FET (2 embryo transferred as 42) couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw a very faint positive, but couldn’t get excited as faint line. Hospital said to re-test on Monday which I did and then even fainter line, hospital said it could be early which is why faint or a chemical pregnancy I knew it was the latter and today has confirmed it, as tested again and both tests came back negative. Heartbroken doesn’t even come close. I know many of you lovely ladies have been through this and worse but just feel like this is never going to happen for us. I start a new job in September so going to be really difficult to get any time off to do another round (2 frozen embryos and 1 fresh round left as part of a multi cycle) but due to my age I can’t hang around so now feel really stressed about what I can do next and how we can do another round. I will be ringing the hospital later so guessing I will stop meds’ and period will appear soon.
I know there are quite a few of you testing soon so wish you the very best of luck and I am keeping everything crossed for u. And all those who have recently tested and got a positive massive congratulations xxx