Hello everyone, the title says it all really.
I currently feel surrounded by pregnant women. The lady I sit by at work is going on MAT leave this Friday, the lady across from me has young twins plus a 5 year old, and another colleague has announced she is expecting twins and she is just turned 30. Plus a close friend of mine has just given birth to her second and so the list goes on..
I am truly so so happy for them all. I hide it well, but I have really been struggling to process it all recently and keep smiling. Most people don't know my full story, so this means there is no filter or off switch, when it comes to the CONSTANT baby talk. I have heard one of the ladies mention in a passing convo that 'you might be leaving it too late after 35' - not directed at me but about someone who's relationship was ending - she new I could hear, and knows I've been TTC and that I am 42! I'm sure she didn't mean it like that, (she is actually v sensitive and usually asks how 'things' are going) but still, she is nearly 36 so, a bit of a strange comment I thought.
I just wanted a bit of a winge to be honest. I do feel like my chances are slipping away - so after the twins announcement I did have a little cry last night when I got home.
I just hope I can come to terms with it if it doesn't happen. And that's still an IF at that stage as far as I'm concerned.
Love and baby dust to all you lovely ladies xxxx