Here is our story. We have a lovely little boy born through my husbands sperm retrieval and ISCI in 2014 NHS funded. Since then we have self funded a second sperm retrieval and gone on to have 4 more unsuccessful attempts.
We are currently on attempt no 5 which would be our final attempt but miraculously they were able to re-freeze this amp of sperm. Which means there will be a decreased change of finding any motile on second thaw. Next time will definitely be the final attempt.
Last week was the final week of the two week wait and we were so happy to see a faint line at 13DPO and on 14 & 15 DPO an increasingly stronger line.
On day 17 I start to bleed, dark brown at first and then heavier. I did at test on Day 18 and was surprised to see the line come up straight away and very, very dark.
We are now on Day 21 and I've been bleeding for 4 days although today it seems to be easing. The bleeding is not as heavy as I would expect for a miscarriage but there has been some pain and some clots passed including something large resembling a piece of liver.
I feel so low at the moment, I dread what feels like the inevitable negative result tomorrow. Even if it was positive surely can't be normal? The thought of going through another treatment and TWW only to be disappointed again fills me with misery. I just hate the world right now, this feels so unfair.