So as my post says I’m nearing the end of my tww and for the first time ever I don’t want my test day to come. We are on our fifth round so either way I know what’s coming next and I think I’m happy in my tww bubble to be honest. How silly does this sound? I’m literally now dreading test day on Sunday.
I don’t know why I’m posting this but it feels good to write it down!
It's like Schroedinger's cat but with the uterus - while you're in your 2ww bubble you can be both pregnant and not pregnant, both states can simultaneously exist and you can hang on to hope. Obviously you'd love to discover you're pregnant, but you don't want to discover you're not. For all I was desperate for my 2ww to be over I remember feeling like this in the last couple of days, it makes perfect sense. I really hope it's a positive for you xxx
Thanks for your reply and I’m glad I’m not bonkers and you’ve felt that way too! xx
Wishing you all the best xx
The end of my wait is tomorrow and I completely understand where you are coming from. I almost feel like I want to stick my head in the sand and see if a baby comes in nine months 😂 and do no test!
Wishing you a positive test tomorrow, this is so hard isn’t it?! Perhaps I will follow your lead and just wait it out!!!
Wish you all the best
Best of luck hun! Wishing you a BFP with all my heart! 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🙈🙈🙈🤗🤗🤗❤❤❤
Good luck!! Really hope you get your bfp xx
Good luck!! Hope it's a positive for you x
I can imagine it being a bubble of hope and excitement.
I’m in my hope bubble- not started my 1st cycle yet but hopefully soon. X
That’s exactly what it’s like. Wishing you lots of luck with your first cycle xx
I didn’t want my little glimmer of hope to end either! Totally normal to feel that way. Good luck xx
I can very much relate to you. This 2WW time period is extremely weird. I used to get so anxious. However, I think the best thing to do during this time is to keep yourself busy. It is important to not constantly stress and think about the outcome. Also, stay positive. Eat healthily and stay hydrated.
Wishing you a bfp on Sunday! My 2ww ends on Monday. It’s my first round yet I know the feeling. I was feeling hopeful after egg collection and transfer, then tested on Wednesday (9dp5dt) with an early result test and got a bfn so I know what’s coming. My clinic advised me to keep going with the meds till Monday, which I do, and it’s so hard. For some reason, going into the cycle, I was convinced it would end up in a miscarriage but it looks like I won’t even get pregnant. For some weird reason I would now prefer to miscarry over a bfn.
It is a lovely little bubble to be in but so precious, I loved my tww even though I got a negative at the end because it felt like for the first time ever being pregnant was very much a possibility.
I sincerely hope it’s a positive for you on Sunday and its the end of that rollercoaster ride and the start of a new, beautiful journey x
Yes! I completely understand. You are simultaneously looking forward to it & dreading it as well. It has been the most nerve wracking experience of my life. Hopefully You will come out the other side with the greatest news <3
That's great you want to share your thoughts with us. It often helps us to realize what we want and need or don't want and don't need. Or just simple words may calm us down)
I understand you as I felt the same during my 2ww period. I didn't do any home tests as I was almost sure that bfn will be. I didn't want to torture myself with false hope or results. I didn't want my OTD to come as though I hoped but didn't really believe in it, you know.
The hardest thing for me now is to keep my pregnancy till the very child's birth and I'll do my best. Our body is unpredictable and anything may happen so I must take all the efforts not to lose my tiny LO!
I wish you all the best hun! Don't worry please and keep calm as much as possible.
Hugs
xx
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