I’m writing this with a broken heart. This was our 4th round of ICSI and I tested this morning and it was a BFN. In my previous 3 cycles I have always bled early - 5 to 7 days before OTD, so I always knew early on that it was game over. This cycle I have felt completely different and no bleed, even today - I was convinced it had worked this time but unfortunately it was that all familiar single line on the pregnancy test, not even a hint of a second line. My OTD is tomorrow (I am 12dp5dt today) but I tested a day early as I was convinced it had worked and just wanted to know. I’m being realistic and know things won’t change in a day but will still test tomorrow before phoning the clinic.
I just feel completely lost and after 4 failed cycles (we’ve never had enough embryos left for freezing) I don’t know what to do and feel that my dream of having a baby is drifting away. I’m not sure mentally and financially how much more I can do. I’m just wondering if there’s anyone who’s been in a familiar situation and how did you decide when enough was enough and it was time to stop?