Hi Ladies,
I am going for my first scan tomorrow and am rather nervous.
I had my first BFP last year only to discover at the first scan it was a blighted ovum, which completely caught us off guard and was devastating.
I had the toughest year in my life dealing with the fertility journey, miscarriage and to top that off being pushed out of a toxic/ stressful job. I lived my darkest days in 2018 and didn't think I would come out the other side. However with the support and love of my husband and accupunturist late 2018 and things started to get better.
After being out of work for 4 months I accepted a 12 month contract, I decided to take a step back to reduce the stress and focus on starting a family.
We had planned to see the fertility specialist mid Feb to discuss our 4th round of IVF much to our surprise a week before the appointment we discovered it had happened naturally.
Whilst I am happy I am guarded and I am hoping that the scan goes well tomorrow and we realise our dream.
Thank you for your stories of hope, despair, happiness and sadness, these have helped me tremendously.
Lots of positive thoughts and wishes to you all xx