2ww crazies 🙃😊🤞🍀

[Niki_B]

Hows everyone doing in their 2ww? I cant believe I'm only 3dpt this wait never gets easier!! Yesterday I was not feeling well, as in I was a raging bitch 🤣 just wanted to be left alone so that's what I did lol. Ordered some FRERs too and its Thursday morning in New Zealand so I'm praying they dont turn up tomorrow as then they wont be here till next week and I wont have the urge to test lol 🙈 Arrrgh I'm so up and down 1 minute..yes maybe..next minute no definately not. Hope you ladies are keeping more sane than I am! 🙃 baby dust to us all! 🤗🍀🤞🙏💕 xxx

[Debrakay1704]

It is so difficult I know. I did things I never normally did from my bucket list, started to paint a picture, went for walks, cinema. Little things but may help. Good luck. Xx

[Niki_B in reply to Debrakay1704]

Yes this is my 3rd 2ww you think I'd be a pro but nope! Lol. Hey huge congrats on your BFP! How exciting I wish you a happy and healthy pregnancy 😘💕 xxx

[Kat9lives]

Best of luck lovely... I'm rooting for you!

You'll be used to the routine but remember it can get more crazy further into your 2ww so try and keep the sanity early on! Box sets are the way forward!! 😁 Or I did jigsaws and listened to audio books... I'm not 90 years old but it helped to distract as you can't listen to a book and think about a jigsaw AND think about your 2ww so it gave me a little break from the IVF mind fog! 🤣 Xx

[Niki_B in reply to Kat9lives]

Hahaha yes I know distraction is key, but my multi tasking abilities are on point! 🤣🙃 I'm watching alot of Netflix currently bingeing on Van Heilsing....love me some blood sucking vampires lol. And hey nothing wrong with a good old jigsaw puzzle i love them, but been years since i got stuck into one! Just gott keep trucking i know. Thanks so much hun 🤞🍀 hope you enjoying that wine and again so sorry for your BFN 💔💕 xxx

[Hidden]

Hey hun, how you doing? I think I may give Van Heilsing a go...all I have been doing this week is watching TV, my guilty pleasure is Real Housewives and Million Dollar Listing NY and Gang type docs/series on netflix, not a bad difference haha.

We've got this hun, if your FREYA arrives you will have to get your OH to hide them!! I purposely haven't bought any this time, it gave me so much anxiety last time round!! Xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Hey hun, I'm ok I guess 🙃 how you doing? Yeah I've been watching TV too and yes you should watch van hielsing it's really good got a good story! It is a bit gory but I like that stuff lol. Vampires and zombies all day 🤣🤣

Oh I know I just got my tracking number and the frers will be here tomorrow! 🙈 but I wont be testing it's far too early I will only be 4dpt when they arrive. I've already got it in my head it hasnt worked...I know I'm suppose to stay positive etc etc but I just cant it's a gut feeling 😞 I really hope I'm wrong as I'll be devasted if I'm right. 1 week today is test day arrrgh seems like an eternity! 🙈🙃😬🤞🍀🙏 xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

I'm ok, trying to keep my anxiety under control, my 2 sister in law's are due in the next couple/few weeks with boys soon so got to go out and buy new born wrapping paper,already bought presents and want to sort out before my OTD because won't feel like doing it if it's a BFN, especially as I should have been due begin of Apr 😓

I think negativity creeps in because we are trying to safe guard ourselves incase it is bad news, and I know it's easier said than done when saying keep positive but hopefully your trip this the beach with your boy will lift your spirits xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Oh no hun! I cant believe you have to go baby shopping in your tww that is just horrible!! 😣 oh gosh you poor thing, I couldn't think of anything worse.

Well woke up this morning and it is bucketing down!! Gonna wait for a break in the weather and go, as I promised my boy last night we were going to the beach...its his favourite place 🤗 then do some grocery shopping then looks like a day and night on my playstation or watching Netflix 😊. How you doin hun? You must be about 7 or 8dpt? Xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

I just thought it would be easier to do it whilst PUPO rather than if I get a BFN,it's done now and wrapped so feeling better about it now it's done!!

My transfer is was a week today,feeling very tired and had a couple of nights sweats which is gross but I know that's down to the meds, got my top up intralipid injection tomorrow so hopefully that will help if my little embbie has snuggled in!! I've been in a really bad mood today,my oh woke up in a bad mood and decided to pick an argument at half 7 this morn,he's since apologised but it's made me really angry that he can be so selfish!!! My cat keeps lying on my belly so hoping that's a good sign 😄 how's your wrist from all that play station and how u feeling today? Xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Yikes that still must have been so hard. But your right at least it's done now you can try not to think about it.

Oh I hear ya it's normal for the mood swings I'm up and down all the time. Glad your OH apologised as not cool to start an arguement with uou right now especially and on international, womens day! I made my OH clean the kitchen 🤣🤣 well I'm pretty sure I will be seeing a negative test. Its Saturday morning here in NZ and I think I might test Monday morning which will be 7dpt. I actually emailed my nurse to ask why my test day is 10dpt this time when my last 2 were 9dpt. She said frosties can sometimes take a bit longer to "wake up" so hence the extra day. She said I can have my blood test early if I want but to be prepared if it is positive the numbers might be low. So I dont know if it is negative Monday I might ask to test Wednesday just to get it over with. I'm not feeling anything at all and I just feel in my gut it hasnt worked. I dont even think I'll be sad...more angry. Angry at everything I've been through the last 2 years, and the angry that I will never be a mum or have my own family 😞 sorry for the negative moan xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

Happy Women's International Day!! Don't apologise it's what we are all here for I just wish there was something I could say to make you feel more optimistic, I have read past posts where women had no symptoms at all and they got a BFP so you are still in with a chance. I too have had/still have feelings of anger and resentment,I think it's completely normal to feel that way. I'm sending you lots of virtual hugs and try to stay strong xxx

[WannaBMum]

Hey hun, wishing you the best of luck during your 2ww. I also started to go crazy at around day 3, but I found getting out of the house really helped take my mind off it. Having said that I did cave on 9dp5dt lol

By the way I had no symptoms apart from some initial cramping after the transfer so don't worry if you don't having an glaringly obvious symptoms between now and OTD!

[Niki_B in reply to WannaBMum]

Thanks so much. Yeah I'm off to the beach tomorrow with my dog it's so nice and relaxing feeling the sand in my toes and the salt water in the air I love it (I'm in New Zealand and it's the end of summer here) oh did you I see you are on your 2ww as well? Did you get a positive? well I'm lucky my OTD is 10dpt so luckily only a week to go. 🤞☘ xxx

[WannaBMum]

You're more than welcome. I thought I'd be able to handle the wait and I was feeling really positive on day 2 but the crazies crept in and took over. My OTD was last Sunday and I had to call the clinic this Monday with the news. Even after my BFP I still haven't had many symptoms apart from a little tightness in my lower abdomen, so I'm probably more worried now than I was before I tested! 🙈

I'm flying out to Japan tomorrow for my hubby's birthday, so planning that trip helped to take my mind off it too. Knowing my luck morning sickness will probably kick in the minute I land in Tokyo!!!

My fingers are tightly crossed for you!!! X

[Niki_B in reply to WannaBMum]

Well that's good to know, as I'm not feeling anything . Yes im 4dpt so still a long way to go. Was hoping this was going to be my 3rd time lucky but sadly I dont think so 😞 Massive congrats on your BFP and have a lovely time in Japan how exciting! Have a lovely trip xxx

[WannaBMum in reply to Niki_B]

Thank you Niki_B. I know it's easier said than done but stay positive. It has to be 3rd time lucky for you! 💖

[Niki_B in reply to WannaBMum]

Thanks hun I hope so 🤞🙏🍀😞 xxx

[Kikiwaits]

I got very faint BFPs twice on 4dp5dt, so you might get a good answer if you test with the FRERs when they arrive.

[Niki_B in reply to Kikiwaits]

I'm too scared to test that early as if its negative again I will lose my mind and want to retest and retest. I'm going to try and wait till at least 7dpt hopefully longer if I can 🤞🙏🍀xxx

[Tomorrow_1]

Wishing you all the best! Hang in there. We all know how it feels!! I managed not to worry about it for the first 3 days, then my gums started to ache (which they had never done before) and my nipples kept getting tingly, so I started thinking, 'maybe it's worked...' Then a few days before OTD, I got all the pre-AF symptoms and thought, 'nup, game over.' I even had some cramps. But no bleeding happened. And then the beta came back positive. We get so focused on it that we end up over-analysing everything, every little twinge and ache and tickle. Just do whatever you can to keep your mind off it, hun, and let you body do its work. Fingers crossed for you!!!!

[Niki_B in reply to Tomorrow_1]

Thank you. Yeah I'm not feeling anything...really dont think it's worked....again 😞 nothing left to do but wait it out. Thqnks so much for your support 😘🙏🤞🍀💕 xxx

[silverlini]

It is SO HARD!! There is really not much to do but wait out the time. I was so distracted all the time and watching the clock constantly! I wish you all the best and hope it speeds up for you!xx

[Niki_B in reply to silverlini]

Thank you. And yes you'd think I'd be a pro at this but clearly not! Lol. Xxx