I am an emotional mess

[kirstyblue]

I’m 9dp5dt and I am already setting myself up for failure. I keep crying and already got it in my head that this is how the years gonna end for me. Spotting again which doesn’t make me feel any better.

This wait is killing me x

[Foodie23]

I’m really sorry for all the stress and worry. Spotting really is the worst right now. I’ve seen so many posts and messages from people who had spotting and still got their BFP. Don’t be too hard on yourself for being emotional. It’s to be expected after all you’ve been through. Please try to keep hope. You’re almost there. You can do it. 💪 xx

[Autumnmoon]

Sorry you are struggling and hoping your fears are unfounded but understand them hope you are testing soon and your year ends on a high take care x

[Hidden]

Hang on in there. It's such an emotional time - coupled with all those hormones raging through our bodies. You have got this far, you can do this xxx

[Cinderella5]

God I really feel for you Kirsty, those drugs do the most evil things to our heads and hormones and we dont know whether we are coming or going! Im not sure if you are at work or home but what about heading out for a walk in the fresh air to clear your head? It is really tough in the 2ww, Ive done 4 now and never gets any easier! Sending hugs and positive thoughts.xx

[Kcrochet]

So sorry to hear that Kirsty, I am feeling exactly the same and also crying a lot. We are nearly at test day, whatever the outcome we will survive. I am keeping everything crossed for you. For now just hang in there and do whatever feels right for you xx

[HollyT7]

This is my first 2ww with iui and this is one of the lowest times I've felt. I feel guilty for not being positive and so set up for that bfn. Your not alone my lovely. We can do this xxxx

[sarahharas]

I wished I could help you in any way. I think it is totally normal to feel like this (I am literally having the same today). Spotting does not neccessarily mean any bad - a lot of people told me that today. Dont blame yourself for feeling down, gove yourself time and do something nice. You have been so strong until now, just a few more days left!

[Core]

Thinking of you, we have so many hormones raging through our body it’s hard to work out how we are feeling and what everything means. Praying and thinking of you for your BFP XX

[Jenjen84]

Sending a big hug.. It’s such an emotional rollercoaster that never lets up.. You’ve got this.. Not long now to wait and I’m keeping everything crossed for a BFP for you.. xxx

[Daddu1]

I felt same as u last time and got bfp. Don’t worry too much

[kirstyblue]

Thank you all for being so supportive. I don’t know why I’m feeling like this but I just feel like it’s over x

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

Remember the progesterone won’t be helping your mood. I’m sorry you’re finding it so stressful, it is unfortunately normal but it doesn’t stop it being horrible. Keep your chin up for a few more days xx

[kirstyblue]

I know it could be the progesterone too. I came home and cried over the fact I didn’t feel I had the enthusiasm to cook, I was hungry, I feel a mess and need a good pamper and the housework needs doing but I just can’t be bothered 🙈 x

[Kempton]

Get yourself a diary. Write down anything that you are worried about then try to forget the negatives and breathe - believe. It's the only thing that got me through. I am so lucky but my second try worked

[Kyell2]

Ah we’re all an emotional mess from time to time and with all the drugs you at least have an excuse.

Im sure you are doing the best you can right now and I’m recommending cake and a cuppa xx