Hi all, I don’t think it needs a picture but I tested yesterday and got a BFP. I’m literally afraid to move and don’t believe that it’s real. I also have my blood test scheduled for wednesday.
I’ve gone from worrying that I’ll never get pregnant to terrified I’m going to miscarry or have a chemical pregnancy. I’m second guessing whether the pregancy test is even valid (the clear blue one with 1-2/3-4week dates) .
Throughout this whole ICSI process I’ve been so positive and strong but I’m sitting here balling my eyes out as I’m so afraid of losing this baby. It will kill me if I do and I don’t know if I’ll be able to cope.
Does anyone else feel this way?
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Hi ! Congratulations for this amazing news !!!! You have been struggling for so many times for this that you CAN be happy and enjoy this . Don’t let the fear becomes bigger than your joy ! Your embie has been strong ! My advice is that you should live this miraculous news day by day and don’t think about bad things . Try to enjoy it ! U are so lucky ! I wish the best for you and that you will live an amazing pregnancy and have a wonderful baby in your arms soon .
No one tells you how hard the wait between a bfp and your first scan is, even the next one after that. I think after fertility treatment you’re never able to relax fully. It all feels too good to be true.
Congratulations. Try to enjoy it. Take it a day at a time. However much you worry, you can’t change the outcome xx
Congratulations! That is absolutely normal. The wait till the first scan is probably worst than 2ww. I am currently 9weeks and it does get easier (though slowly and steadily). Having said that I am still constantly worried that something bad will happen. However the tiredness will probably take some of the worries away! Just try to take a lot of rest and sleep, time will pass faster that way 😅
Yay, congratulations. The emotions are totally normal, you have been doing the equivalent of emotionally holding your breath since you started the process, now you have got your positive - yay. As Tugsgirl said, please try to keep thinking positively. Nothing you can do will change what is going to happen, so focus on the positive. Enjoy! Yay. Xx
Congratulations! I’m in the same position-just got my first ever bfp after years and years!! Like you I’m so nervous but trying to keep positive and keep busy! There’s nothing we can do except the common sense things-eating well, sleeping well and being kind to ourselves. I’m cautiously optimistic but questioning every twinge.
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