I know you lovely ladies won't be able to give me the answer to this , but just wanted to write it out, and hopefully help sort my head out.
I'm just not sure I have enough strength to keep fighting, we have had 3 rounds of ivf 1 miscarriage and then 2 BFN, then we were going to start donor egg treatment through refund package and I fell pregnant naturally but miscarried, I've said to my husband can't carry on with refund package as I don't think I could go through another 3 rounds if it didn't work or if we miscarried again, but now I'm even doubting having one last go with donor eggs. We won't be deciding anything till next year but I can't seem to get the nagging doubt of another round out of my head, if I mention this to hubby he just says we will decide next year but will go along with what ever I decide, which isn't very helpful really as I feel like it's all on me!
Do i just need more time to start thinking postive about ivf again, I just feel like all hope is lost ☹.
Sorry for my moan.
Love to you all x