It failed again 😓

[hoping-for-the-best]

Feeling really sorry for myself. After our failed round in March, it’s taken this long to circle back to the frozen transfer as I’ve been dealing with the sudden loss of a close family member to suicide. It’s been really, really awful for my entire family and I just felt like we were due a break. Life doesn’t work like that I guess. Feeling so gutted, I really thought it had worked as had some promising pains that felt like implantation (now I’m wondering what the stabbing/burning is down to...) It’s so hard to ignore what we’re feeling during the 2ww. OTD tomorrow but I know I’m out. Just wanted to vent to people who understand xx

[Cinderella5]

Awww I relate to you so much, it's hard at the best of times! My mum had to have an op for cancer ay me transfer day and we got a bfn afterwards for the 4th time. I really hope you get your bfp!!xx

[hoping-for-the-best in reply to Cinderella5]

Sometimes it just feels the world is working against you doesn’t it? I just feel I’ve had more than my share of grief this year. I see you got a BFN today too, I’m sorry 😓I hope your mum is recovering ok from her surgery xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to hoping-for-the-best]

She's doing fairly well thank you! Huge hugs!xxx

[LegoBatgirl]

That sounds really rough and you are so brave. Best of luck for whatever your next treatment is x

[hoping-for-the-best in reply to LegoBatgirl]

Thank you x

[Missy_22]

I’m so sorry your having a hard time. Ivf is one thing but to be dealing with a family grief must be awful.

Are you sure you have bfn or are you just feeling really negative? You might get your BFP tomrorow.

Look after yourself and remember it’s good to vent xxx

[hoping-for-the-best in reply to Missy_22]

Thanks Missy xx Should have said I tested this morning so I know it’s a bfn, unless by some miracle it changes overnight. Would have tested earlier but had a wedding to go to yesterday and didn’t want it spoiling the day, though the anxiety meant I didn’t really enjoy it anyway! Congratulations on your bfp, I know it’s an anxious time but hopefully this is your time 😘 xxxx

[Missy_22 in reply to hoping-for-the-best]

Thankyou you for your lovely reply. Take care my lovely xxx

[Abaco]

I am so sorry for what you are going through, Thinking of you X

[Caza2009]

Just wanted to send some love 💕 BFNs are so crap and sounds like you’ve had a lot to deal with! Sorry you’re going through this xxxxxx

[Devj]

Sorry to hear this. Life is so cruel sometimes and always seems like the good ones get a rough ride. I really hope you can get through this tough time as your time will come I’m sure. Sorry again, take care xxxx

[Penders]

I'm really sorry you are having to go through all this. We lost a family member to suicide a few weeks ago it's just so heartbreaking. My heart goes out to you and your family. Big hugs xxxxx

[hoping-for-the-best in reply to Penders]

Thanks Penders. Sorry to hear you’ve been bereaved in the same way, it’s so awful. Sending hugs to you and your family too xxxx