My first period after IVF and I’m feeling a mixture of relief that my body is working and doing its own thing as nature intended, and feeling defeated and disappointed. I think the reality has sunk in that little bit more that this is the first of many periods to come in the next few months. I’ve made a plan and it all looks straightforward, know we’re doing the right things but when it’s written down on paper just 5 little bullet points, knowing that it could take a few months or few years to reach those steps and I find it all disheartening and I want to give up before I’ve even tried.
I can’t imagine what all you women go through when you have multiple bfn’s and/or failed cycles, I’ve only had one and it’s broken me, I wish I had your strength to keep trying but I just don’t know I have it.
Sorry for the miserable post, I’m just feeling really low today and don’t have anyone to talk to that understands how I feel.