B.E

[82Jane]

Bump Envy, is it just me but when I see a pregnant women I try and suss her out, age, was it natural conception? And basically feel like a donkey and a carrot being waved at me.... since my journey pregnant people everywhere, and 1,000,000 regrets and worries go through my head and major what ifs 😫😩😞

[gattonero]

We're in the same boat hun!! Same thoughts, same questions, same feelings when a bumpy lady is around

Today at the office we had a new starter, a lovely girl from Israel who moved to California recently with her husband like me. She was telling me a bit about herself and as soon as she said she is 28 I instantly thought: "oh, she still got sooo much time than me, she's probably not even thinking about getting pregnant right now as I was at her age".

I'm now 35 with 0.4 AMH and feel like time and chances to become pregnant are slipping through my fingers day by day -_- Meanwhile, friends and family are giving birth to beautiful creatures and so are many strangers I see around me everyday..

But I still want to fight as much as I can.. so I try my best to be happy for them, who knows how they managed to deliver their babies! let's try to stay positive hun!

xxx

[Tezzabell86 in reply to gattonero]

Like you gattonero I have a low AMH level for my age of 31. My AMH levels when I had them last checked was 6.1 where they should still be quite high. And we also discovered that I wasn’t ovulating either. So IVF was our best option. Last October we started our first treatment and I got pregnant and I’m currently 38 weeks and 5 days pregnant with a boy xx

[gattonero in reply to Tezzabell86]

Yes!! thanks for sharing your story Tezzabell, it gives me so much hope <3

[Tezzabell86 in reply to gattonero]

You’re welcome xx

[82Jane]

Exactly, at twenty eight I was deffo not thinking about these things, how old are you Hun, gatanero? And where you from? x

[Hidden]

Even when pregnant it's possible to feel like this, and to resent those who get pregnant easily. But when it happens (and it will, always be positive about that) you will know that your pregnancy and your baby are so loved and so wanted, and all of this pain you are currently going through will make it even more special. Good luck with your journey x

[82Jane in reply to Hidden]

That’s such a nice thing to say, it’s actually made me cry x