I haven’t been on here for a while as I was in the amazing bubble of finally getting our positive result following ivf..
Went for our 7 week scan and the baby had not developed as it should. I knew something was wrong because they took so long to point out the baby.. then there was the word “unfortunately...”
It felt like someone had stabbed me in the heart. Uncontrollable pain.. nothing I’ve ever felt before.
I haven’t bled or anything and still have all the same pregnancy symptoms which makes this all so confusing. I’ve been told to wait to let ‘nature run it’s course’... just feels awful.
We tried not to get too excited about our positive result but still your mind wanders and dreams of what will happen in 9 months time.
I can’t really talk to anyone right now as it’s all too painful, but felt I could write down how I felt here.. xxx