I’d like to believe it is over.. But im still holding a fine line that i will still get a BFP on Friday.. Im on 9dp5dt and had been bleeding since yesterday lunchtime.. Cried buckets already but my tears doesn’t seem to dry out.. Im trying to think of happy thoughts, not get myself more stressed out.. Going to the toilet dreads me, as I can’t avoid not to see red blood!.. Big slap on my face that “c’mon it’s over now”... Just so hard to face reality yet.. I hope and pray that i will get to the other side of this sad journey sooner that I know..