This journey really has been one of the hardest things I have ever been through in my life. I have been tested ever since we started! AT showed her pretty face fully yesterday, although it hasn't been the worse cramping I know it's there.
I have felt so sad since Friday and today I feel slightly empty. It's just so weird because we knew from the start it might not happen but I guess getting this far you feel so positive it will. We haven't done anything wrong, quite the opposite, we have done everything as we should - no alcohol, no caffeine, I had acupuncture, I drank pom juice, I even ate the pineapple core, I was relaxed, my partner drank proxeed stuff to help his swimmers. We pretty much followed the recipe book of "how to assisted conception" life is blood cruel.
Well, test day tomorrow and I have a shimmer of hope but deep down I know.
Thank you for everyone who has supported and been great. I will be ready to start again xxx