So last night I had a major wobble, which I'm really cross with myself for. On Thursday my OH is having his SSR and this week should be about him and not me!
As crazy as it sounds I think it started because of the blummin Sky Cinema Christmas advert on TV - the one where the mum and daughter watch The Sound of Music and the final scene eventually goes to the daughter having grown up and now her daughter is sitting watching the same film. I just thought will that ever be me?! I think this Christmas is the first one where I really miss not being able to me a mum or a mum to be.
I jumped in a bath to chill out and calm down but I'm currently feeling really bloated and fat and I'm on day 37 of my cycle (usually 32 days). Most woman are pregnant at this stage, I'm just fat and feeling sorry for myself. I think I'm stressing as my periods are starting to get further and further apart for no apparent reason. We are going through ICSI as my husband had failed vasectomy reversal, the last I was checked I came back 'fine' but now I'm starting to worry something is wrong with me.
Can someone please tell me to put my big girl pants on and catch a grip.....