Medication delivered

[Emma04]

I’m finding this forum useful for information but I’ve been a lurker not a poster! My medication was delivered today and I’m feeling quite low about it all. I feel cross as I know I should be excited but I just want to cry. Please please tell me I’m not the only one to feel this way? My husband is so the other way and can’t wait for us to get started.

[Runner90]

I think it’s pretty common to feel like that- what’s exciting about injecting yourself with needles every day?! I felt really angry/disappointed that we had to go through all of this. But I also did feel excited, so switched between the 2 (often very quickly!)

Hopefully once you get started you’ll feel better about it, good luck xx

[Squeak2]

I found it a lot to get my head around but felt better about it the further on I got with it and then started to feel slightly more excited about it all 😀 take care xx

[E_05]

I think what your describing is totally natural but hopefully once you get going you’ll feel more excited, I think the unknown makes it very scary. When we first started I felt excited that we were finally on our way but disappointed/angry we have to go through this. Ever since my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride. We’ll all here for support xx

[sweetpiee]

What you are experiencing is a rather common feeling. When you enter something new and unknown It is always scary... However once you do something and it fail yous... Doing it again is going to be hard on you. No matter how you look at it it is normal for you to feel like this. It;s just that you shouldn't let this break you! Understand that fear is normal. Fear is what keeps us alive and well. Not feeling fear at all would make one insane. However it would be more than just wrong to give up now. Try to learn from your DH! Copy some of his enthusiasm! You will be fine probably! I wish everything will go fine for you. No matter what happens though, one thing must be clear to you. The outcome matter little, you must keep fighting. Great things are great because they're hard to get. You, my dear friend, are about to get a great thing for yourself. You have to be a fighter first though... Sending massive love towards you xxoo

[Yammie1973]

I felt just sick at the thought of starting the whole process. Terrified of the needles and what was unknown procedures etc. My advice, take it one day at a time. We all get through it, one way or another. We are all here for each other because we are the only ones who know what each of the journeys feel like.