I just got back from my baseline scan to start our first IVF cycle. Felt like I was in a daze:.. got all the injections and instructions. The nurse was really kind and funny and answered all my questions. But now I'm just sitting here crying. I thought I was handling this okay, was looking forward to starting and progressing on our journey and I just now feel so overwhelmed. I can't believe we're at this point - I wished so hard it didn't have to come to this. I should be happy though but I just can't stop crying. This wave of emotion is so unexpected and I feel like I'm all over the place. I'm so scared for what the next few weeks will be like.
Thanks for listening... and good luck to all those starting now as well.